Man, I Feel Like a Douche...

I think I let a friend down today. I really wish I hadn't but there's nothing I can do now right? I don't want her to hate me ; _ ; she means a lot and if she doesn't want to talk to me I'm going to be really upset </3. But it's my own fault too, and even if I apologized for it, it's up to her to accept it or not.

I really am an idiot.